Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?
Built my life around you
Time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I'm getting older, too
I get older, too
Lyrics from Smashing Pumpkins' Landslide
Do nightmares only happen during the night?
Today I had a nightmare, or at least it did seem like one. I was inside a vehicle in which two very close relatives of mine sat beside and in front of me, as we anticipate what appears to be this catastrophic hard-on collision with another monstrosity box-on-wheels. For some reason, the expression of one remained lucid up to this very moment--her face all crunched up, not brought about by the markings imprinted by time, but it was a look as if she was almost terrified for me (that or maybe I'm just yet again self-indulgent and assuming). And then almost just a wink away from the big bang encounter, I snapped out of it.
I woke up just like in some twisted horror movie where in the end it was all just a dream, complete with light rays seeping through the glass window beside our wasabi-colored sofas and chirping birds against the cable cords effect.
It was late afternoon I think. How odd to have a nightmare in the afternoon! I rarely have dreams, more so ones that fall within the proximity of morbidity's edge and actually one that I could almost vividly recall. Scary shit.
One to cancel out the bad, and one to share with someone else, to cancel out their bad."
In search for a decent girly-girly pattern for our color theory plate I stumbled upon a slice of cheesy shit:
when you realize who matters, who never did,
who won't anymore, and who always will.
So don't worry about people from your past,
there's a reason why they didn't
make it to your future.













mikka ano naman iniisip mo nung last pic mo? haha :P read more
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